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Friday, June 6th, 2008
9:32 am
I forgot about LiveJournal
I totally forgot about this site, not like anyone reads it but whatever. I am at work right now and super duper bored. Sometimes I love this job other times I hate it. Oh well. It works, pays the bills and more. I am in school right now studying nutrition very slowly. I only go to classes part time so it's not so bad. Still with my boyfriend, everything is good. I should get back to work though!
Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
10:46 am
Too Much.
Too much has been going on lately. I had my surgery July 27, got into a car accident that wasn't my fault August 4, and now I find out I am approximately 9 weeks pregnant. My boyfriend and my mom say get rid of it. That is the most logical choice. It will hurt me to do so, even though I don't want a baby. Today I had an ultrasound appointment. I didn't even want to look at the screen. What else can I do? On a more positive note I got into U of M for January start. :)
Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
8:13 pm
MMmHmmm!
Hey
Haven't written in foreverz! Not like anyone ever reads this anyways but cha. Not much is new... I quit weed well I haven't done it in foreverz like a few months so ya!:)
And I am going out with this amazing guy, Ryan K. I love him and we get along so great. We've almost been going out for 3 months and we have a great relationship. I am so happy... I know I say that all the time but this time it's like more than all those previous happy feelings combined.. If that makes sense!

Current Mood: bouncy
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
10:52 pm
the worst weekend in the world.
Thursday nite I went with Allison and Shannon to TYC... Shan wasn't having a good time, so she drove my car back to her house just after 12..
Then Alison drunk as hell drove my car back to the bar and we stayed until 1:30-2.
We then went to this guy I knows house because he was the only person who answered their phone... I just remmeber them trying to get me to drinkmy little bottle of vodka I brought .. I didn't want to.. Then I sat down and passed out for about 20-30 minutes and when I woke up it was all gone... and I wasn't very happy about that, and felt like shit so we left.
Then we go back to Alisons and she parks in the parking lot where they haven't plowed and my car gets stuck
We tried to push and scoop it out but it was like -50 and we were in skirts.
So I called CAA .. I was on hold for about 15 min... then they said it would be about an hour
My heat wasn't working properly.. and we sat in an ice cold car for an hour
Then allison spilt my drink ALL over my seat inside my car.
And we went into her house and got baked at like 6:30am.. I slept for an hour.. then drove home .. got home around 9, had a shower... went to bed at 9:30... woke up just after 4.
Then I had dinner with my mom that was good. Then my friend Ryan K. came over and we had drinks and chilled out watched a movie and talked.. he left at 3am
I had to get up at 5:30 for BK.. On my way I hear this wweird noise and finally after 5 min pull over and realise my whole tire is fucked up and my hubcap was scraping along the ground. So I had to call my dad and stuff to come fix it yeah.. Now i have to replace all that.
I got off work at 12... came home and slept again from like 1-7... Woke up.. no one was home.. my dogs were all alone in the dark ... I got in trouble for that. I was supposed to be up watching them.
Then I went back to bed at 11 slept until 8am this morning... still exhausted... went to work all day and came home.. my dad was gonna make a nice dinner but then he and my mom got into this fight.. so now I havew nothing to eat unless I want pizzsa pops AGAIN
and I have exams all next week and I feel like shit.
Oh yeah.. and apparently when we were both hammered I told Alison something about her BF.. I don't remember what
but it had to do with Shanon I don't remember honestly.. and Shannon is pissed off at me now big time. I don't even know what I said. I don't rememeber.
But everyone's like pissed off at me and shit.
Saturday, January 21st, 2006
12:03 am
Funny Story
My friend Ryan K. from RRC and i were walking down the street after our loverly lunch today and this girl about 20 is walking behind and then comes like in between the middle of us and is like.. "can i ask you something... pretend you guys were dating and you were on a lunch date and you (points to me) had a glass of red-kool-aid and you (points to the guy) wanted a sip so you asked...and say you (at the guy) was wearing a white shirt and when you (me)
passed the kool-aid it spilt all over his shirt... (the looks at the guy) would you be mad?
Then before we said anything she walked ahead and went on her way ... it was weird.. I laughed a lot today.
Work was so much better than I thought although I have to work tomorrow at 7am opening with Robert which I probably already said. I guess you could say I'm kind of nervous that my ex-bf will be the boss of me all day tomorrow just cause he hates my guts.
But yeah I did so much prep for tomorrow morning tonite. And I'm in a good mood for some reason and I get to see Justin tomorrow. Oh yay.
Haha oh yeah and today during my other spare I got sooo fucking ripped with Marc. It was crazy. I was planning on it anyways but I for sure had to skip my next class I would so not have been able to go being that ripped. Never ever. So instead I had lunch with Ryan and yeah.
Niite I'll try to go to sleep gotta get up in 5 hours..eesh.

Current Mood: happy
Friday, January 20th, 2006
8:55 am
At school... pfft.
Hi I'm at school right now. Not much going on. Marketing was SOOO stupid. A couple weeks ago we were given questions like 1-3 to work on in small groups. We went over them. Then last week we were given questions 1-6 (with 1-3 being the same as the ones we had already done) and had to form different groups. We proceeded to go over ALL the questions. What was more stupid were some groups said they weren't sure if their answers were right from say like question 2..Well HELLO we already had gone over the right answers a couple weeks ago... Everyone should know it. God.. I hate stupid people. But cha... Not much else is new. I work tonite at 5-10 then open with Robert tomorrow at 7AM.. Fun stuff! I had a dream about him last night, it wasn't the first of its kind. This is the second and it's pretty similar to the first. It's basically him getting a hold of me telling me he's not mad anymore at me and wants to talk and still be friends with me, if not more. I wish that would happen. I wish I didn't frick things up. I mean I still have Justin but I don't know about him... Still in love with his ex but liking me more than he wants to? He acts like my boyfriend treats me sooo good yet I really don't know where we stand. I don't really know what else to say...This morning I had a temper tantrum cause my sister constantly takes my belongings without asking. Everyone in the house got really mad because of it. I don't stop until I get my way...most of the time. Haha oh well. Immature but whatever.
See ya!

Current Mood: cold
8:55 am
At school... pfft.
Hi I'm at school right now. Not much going on. Marketing was SOOO stupid. A couple weeks ago we were given questions like 1-3 to work on in small groups. We went over them. Then last week we were given questions 1-6 (with 1-3 being the same as the ones we had already done) and had to form different groups. We proceeded to go over ALL the questions. What was more stupid were some groups said they weren't sure if their answers were right from say like question 2..Well HELLO we already had gone over the right answers a couple weeks ago... Everyone should know it. God.. I hate stupid people. But cha... Not much else is new. I work tonite at 5-10 then open with Robert tomorrow at 7AM.. Fun stuff! I had a dream about him last night, it wasn't the first of its kind. This is the second and it's pretty similar to the first. It's basically him getting a hold of me telling me he's not mad anymore at me and wants to talk and still be friends with me, if not more. I wish that would happen. I wish I didn't frick things up. I mean I still have Justin but I don't know about him... Still in love with his ex but liking me more than he wants to? He acts like my boyfriend treats me sooo good yet I really don't know where we stand. I don't really know what else to say...This morning I had a temper tantrum cause my sister constantly takes my belongings without asking. Everyone in the house got really mad because of it. I don't stop until I get my way...most of the time. Haha oh well. Immature but whatever.
See ya!
Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
10:32 am
Well I decided not to stay at my grandfathers anymore.
I'm at school now...Communications is the shit and with my schedule I end up having 3 hour spares almost everyday!
Justin is a sweetheart he called me this morning JUST to say good-morning. Awwww.. And ugh I'm going to the clinic in a couple hours cause Ryan is apparently going crazy wondering or not I have it. I feel so bad for him. I pressure him into having me come over, so I get there...we obviously ignore his dog..his dog pees on the floor because of it (or so Ryan says) so Ryan gets mad at the dog lets it outside...It escapes and gets hit by a car but keeps running and wouldn't come to Ryan. I hope him and his dog are okay.. I have to call and find out but not until I can tell Ryan I went and got a blood test.
I met this guy from RRC he's also in BA he likes to get high...I do too..In fact I gotta joint in my purse. Maybe I'll get high before class with him haha when he gets here.
So seeeee yaaaa!

Current Mood: indifferent
Monday, January 2nd, 2006
11:29 pm
La di da da
I dumped Robert..like in the beginning of December. I cheated on him twice, once with Nishan <3 the second time with Justin. I could explain all the details of how this all happened and what happened in between but no one I think would care and yeah...I'm lazy.
I start school tomorrow. I'm allergic to my dogs officially (self-diagnosis) haha. So I will be once again staying at my grandfathers.
That's all I want to say now. I'm lazy.

Current Mood: cranky
Monday, October 3rd, 2005
8:58 pm
Boo Hoo Yah
I was supposed to see my boyfriend tonight but he can't.. once again because of work. Oh well. I was just upset because I convinced my parents to release my curfew for one night and look I sit at home and do nothing. But we're doing something tomorrow! Ryan texted me today. Boy do I miss him, I'm so happy he texted me though, got me happy!!

Current Mood: bored
Sunday, September 18th, 2005
10:59 pm
Sleeeepy
I had the worst sleep Friday. When I came up to go to sleep all the lights were out and everyone was asleep. So I got no blanket, no pillow. I was freezing cold, it was 6am and the other guy in the room was snoring really loud. I slept upright on the couch. You can tell I barely slept because when I woke up in the morning my hair and makeup were still perfect, identical from before I went to bed. And yeah only got like 2 hours at the most of "sleep". I left early the next day went for breakfast then went home and slept from 4pm-11am, at which point I ate and went online for a bit, then I went back to bed around 1, and slept until 10am. Then I went to work and out for dinner with my family for my greatgrandmother's birthday. Then we went back to my aunt's house. Then I came home and did some homework and now here I am!!
And that's all I guess I really have to say!
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
11:24 pm
uhhh ohhhhh
I wasn't good last nite...
Well my friends and i were chillin at allisons drinkin a lot, there was shannon, allison, me, shannons bf, and his friend (who was hitting on allison a lot)
so i kind of felt left out. I had called my bf earlier but he never answered his phone and never msged me back so i figured he was just really busy and yeah..
so i was getting bored and msging ppl on my phone and one of those people, Nishan called me
this was all while we were at mcdonalds getting food. Shannon and her bf were at allisons hosue. So Nishan wanted us to pick him up (he lives like 5 min away) so we did..
.And now might I mention shannon and him HATE each other.. but whatever... so we get back to allisons house and shannon got so pissed that he was thre, and they almost got into a fight.. shannons bf and him
then shannon pulls me away and was like, you know to surprise you we got a hold of your bf and he might be coming here
so whatever, Nishan and I have a couple of drinks.. and then Alison is like, your bf will be here in 10 min.. so i went to drive Nishan home..
Well we sat in the car for like 30 min talking and then we started to make out
and yeah... Then i eventually left and came back and my bf had been waiting for me at allisons for like 20 min or so
i felt soooooooo bad.
While he was going outta his way to see me at 4 am, wondering where i was, i was making out with another guy, and not just any other guy, my EX.
Ouch Iunno what to do!!
I'm lucky my friends covered for me saying where I was, although I had NO PROBLEM telling my bf, that I was dropping a friend off of mine because that's exactly what my main intentions were!

Current Mood: sad
Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
8:54 pm
Awww but nawww
Okay...
First of all I had a kick ass night with Allison and Daralyn. I got super hammered and we went to a strip club. Haha... not to see girls strip, we were just meeting some of Allison's friends there.
So Robert and I have been goin out for almost 3 weeks. I know he won't admit it but I don't think he likes that I am not all super talkative.
I looked like such as ass yesterday...I was soo hammered but had my car with me and wnated to know if perhaps Robert could help me out. So I texted him like crazy and said stuff like "Where are you... I'm fucked can you help me.. I need you.." Well he mentioned it to Shannon today apparently. I had apoligised at the end of the night for all those messages before he talked to her. Then he messaged me and said sorry he didn't have his phone on him, but he messaged me this afternoon and confirmed our plans for tomorrow, said he missed me, etc.
I don't know what to think... A lot of the time I think he doesn't like me, even though when we're together he acts like it.
But whatever fuck..
I found a free $20 in my car, from Daralyn...too drunk and too much blow for her...Oh well. I never really talk to her anyways. And if she does somehow get my number from someone to ask me if she did leave it in my car, I'll be honest and say yes... But if not, well whatever.. I don't know her number.

Current Mood: confused
Saturday, August 27th, 2005
10:04 am
going down but with happiness
I asked Robert (the manager from work yesterday) out yesterday. He said yes. I'm very happy :)
I quit my job, yesterday was my last day.
Last week I did something not good?? haha. Wow. No I'm not a fiender. And no I didn't pay for it.
I start school on Monday, I can't afford all my textbooks.
I don't want to go anymore but oh well.
I went to the doctors because of let's just say ODD symptoms I've been having. She is almost 100% sure I have ..we're just not gonna say actually. haha nothin bad.
I just laugh about it now though.
What else can you do... I'm not gonna die from it.
Lot of pain although it is ceasing right now.
Mabey cause I'm soo happy about Robert.
LoL.

Current Mood: happy
Saturday, August 20th, 2005
8:00 pm
........
Chris Castalona is going to die.
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
10:58 pm
why
I get almost whatever I want... But why is it that when I have that, I don't want it anymore? Why can't I ever be happy? Why do I have these ongoing mood swings 24/7 for no reason?
I was complaining a few months ago about having no guys/no boyfriend.. Then all of a sudden I had like 5 options.
Some of those options went away. I wasn't really that upset about it.
The guy I REALLY like, who likes me back... My boss at work, decided to see me anyways. We've hung out a couple of times. I like him but then why can't I just be happy about it?
I wanted to go out with him for so long and thought I had no chance. Then SURPRISE I do, and I was happy at first but now I'm in a somber mood.
I don't know what the fuck my problem is.
Why does this have to happen? Why.

Current Mood: moody
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
5:26 pm
presidential lyrics
Ya, yeah... (YEAH!)A-town is on again...A-town, A-town(YEAH!) A-town, yeah
y'all kno how we do round this town...(WHAT?!)
youngbloodz...lil jon...(OKAAAAY!)

choke dat fiend[dat fiend]...nawha mean[nawha mean]
hat lean..clothes smell like green...[like green]
and some white tees[white tees], and white briefs[white briefs]
i buy bread, real G's get cheese...[get cheese]
back to the streets(WHAT?!)
back wit lil jon(WHAT?!)
back for the A-town(YEAH!)
reppin for the slums(YEAH!)
put yo hood up, show a nigga where ya from
and if they hate that, then get da job done...
(HEY HEY HEY HEY)


what we ridin?[what we ridin?]
big wheels(BIG WHEELS!)
choppin hard[choppin hard]
like Bill!(LIKE BILL!)
what we drankin?[what we drankin?]
dat patron[dat patron]
keep the bottle poppin all night long...[night long]
(YEAH!)
what we smokin?[what we smokin?]
dat kush(DAT KUSH!)
presidential shit....george bush..(GEORGE BUSH!)
how we do it?[how we do it?]
like dis(LIKE DIS!)
get crunk big big big big big......

[J-bo]

16, imma give it ta ya raw
take it to ya ass, slap ya clean cross the jaw
now where dey at? you want some?
see, i dont think y'all really want none
see, im back wit a whole new clip
wit a badass chick, on some brandnew shit
now put em up...to the sky...ya get fucked, get drunk, get high
shake em off, ya know what to do
take it to the flo, call out ya whole crew
like what? knuck if you buck
see we still dont give a damn
and i never gave a fuck
see im, big timin
wrists stay blindin
wit 4 or 5 freaks, and my pinky ring shinin
i stay grindin, and true to the streets
if you ever need to find me...then you know where we can meet....

(HEY HEY HEY HEY)
what we ridin?[what we ridin?]
big wheels(BIG WHEELS!)
choppin hard[choppin hard]
like Bill!(LIKE BILL!)
what we drankin?[what we drankin?]
dat patron[dat patron]
keep the bottle poppin all night long...[night long]
(YEAH!)
what we smokin?[what we smokin?]
dat kush(DAT KUSH!)
presidential shit....george bush..(GEORGE BUSH!)
how we do it?[how we do it?]
like dis(LIKE DIS!)
get crunk big big big big big......


[Sean paul]
i fill a big bank, and drank drank
thats why i got a purpe sprite, and y'all aint
i ride big rims, seein me is tallest
so when ya step down, baby gurl dont fall
y'all niggas know the name, they call me Sean paul
and i aint got no flowers to sell, breakin the law
niggas call me dope, cuz im hard and im raw
cant call me dat fiend wasnt here to make ya coffin
its always beside me, watch got diamonds
i aint part timin, im full time grindin
the nigga wasn't shinin, live nigga blindin
niggas wit da dimes in da whips that i be ridin
and i dont pull em out, until the trunk beat
and ya can see ya movie sittin in the back seat
they wild on the east, they live in these streets
so imma keep my piece sittin on the front seat...


what we ridin?[what we ridin?]
big wheels(BIG WHEELS!)
choppin hard[choppin hard]
like Bill!(LIKE BILL!)
what we drankin?[what we drankin?]
dat patron[dat patron]
keep the bottle poppin all night long...[night long]
(YEAH!)
what we smokin?[what we smokin?]
dat kush(DAT KUSH!)
presidential shit....george bush..(GEORGE BUSH!)
how we do it?[how we do it?]
like dis(LIKE DIS!)
get crunk big big big big big......
12:11 am
Blaah
I'm so grumpy for no reason.
I worked 3-11...It was good except this one guy kept annoying the shit outta me.
It sucked.
Right before work Chris came and chilled with me for a bit. First time I spent with him without getting high.
I cut back majorly on smoking. I'm still grumpy though.
Chris told me that we could chill tonight...and Obviously he shafted because why else would I be online updating a stupid journal.
He did ask me to come out with him and his friends but uhh no thanks I have to work tomorrow morning... Couple other people asked me to chill... No.. Too late!
Ryan pissed me off AGAIN. Why don't I just give up on him.. I don't know. I hate myself for that.
I wish I could feel happy. But I can't so whatever.

Current Mood: grumpy
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
9:47 pm
Uhh Ohh...
I just received a letter saying that MPI wants to suspend my license. I still have a chance. What's even funnier, the morning I picked up the letter I had hit another car haha. Yeah I was at the bank at like 6 AM from work and when I was backing out I guess I didn't look in the rear view mirror and kabooooooom. Luckily no one saw and the other vehicle had no damage. I have chipped paint that's about it but I'll be getting it fixed and nothing will be on my record!
My mom came to me today saying she found suicidal related poems I had written. She thinks I want to committ suicide. She's also afraid that I'm sleeping around, drinking, smoking, and she's scared I'll get an STD because I'm back on the Pill. I feel kind of bad about it all. She doesn't really know anything. I'm a compulsive liar to my parents. I wish I could be honest I just have so much trouble. I did tell the truth about SOME stuff she asked about. She wants me to see a shrink.. Ahha we'll see.
And BurgerKing still sucks...Gotta work at 6 tomorrow :(
And Chris is a sweetheart and I'm so happy :)

Current Mood: drained
Monday, July 18th, 2005
5:04 pm
Oooh my.......
And Chris makes 6th.

Current Mood: amused
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